Saturday, September 15, 2012
Maternity Leave
I think it's time to call it quits. I've seen so many mommas keep writing, querying and blogging right up until labor, but I think I've reached my breaking point. Between my toddler, my day job, keeping the house and laundry in check, remembering to feed the family and occasionally having a few moments to connect with my husband, I have nothing left at the end of the day. I love writing, but it's become something on my to do list instead of something I want to do. I haven't been great about blogging either and it's become a burden more than a delight. I'm exhausted and in pain almost all the time (hooray for pelvic bones separating and baby dropping!), neither of which is very conducive to creative pursuits.
So while I wanted to finish my work in progress and send out a bunch of queries for my completed manuscript before this baby arrives, I'm taking my leave early. Sometime in the next six week I'll have a whole new person to get used to and I need to take time now to rest and enjoy my son. I need to be free from my own expectations and the sense that I should be writing every time I get a free moment.
So thank you, Sweet Readers, for joining me on this journey. This is just a momentary pit stop along the road. Some time in the future, when I can see my toes and breathe again, I will be back with a vengeance. I'm certainly not giving up in my dreams of finding an agent and getting published, but I'm ready to take a break from the daily grind. I appreciate all of you who have read something I've written or ever given me words of encouragement. It means the world to me. I can't wait to share with you all again!
Until then,
Jenny
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I KNOW how you feel. I had to do the same thing. Get your rest, mama, and get ready for the big day!
ReplyDeleteI was exactly where you are about two months ago. Those pelvic pains are a... well you know what they are. :-) I'm glad this is a break and not an ending, because you're great! Good luck!
ReplyDeleteWe understand! Go rest and ENJOY this moment! We'll be here when you can come back ;)
ReplyDeleteSounds like it's a very well-deserved break! I still remember the feeling of my pelvic bones preparing for the birth of my now-two-year-old. Ouch. Everyone deserves a little time now and then. Congratulations on your new baby!
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